Monday, May 07, 2012
I like to say I have known it all along and seen it coming. How my life would grow more difficult as time goes by. But life works in such a way that you're never ready for its change, no matter how thorough your preparation, no matter how gradual the change. Perhaps I have come to a junction. The mind needs a software update, if you know what I mean. I am, after all, human: I need time to adapt, I have my doubt and fear. Should I begin by tracing the source? I don't need a distraction, but on the contrary, more focus. Yet at the moment, I am totally clueless. As if I am caught in the middle of a mental whirlwind.