Monday, August 14, 2006

...

At least they’ve loved and suffered. As for me, nothing ever happens. Day after day, month after month: nothing. It’s most painful that way. I stare at the monitor at my workstation all day. Once, back in my room, the ritual is repeated. Aren’t you exhausted? Mum asked. I am, Mum. I am. But it’s better than feeling empty, feeling not a thing. For sure, I’ll pass this world too soon. I know, because my heart tells me so.

4 comments:

SOF!A said...

mmm, sort of sad...
what's the problem? can't find someone to love?

Anonymous said...

Haha...it's nothing much really, just melancholy passing through. I am okay...for now.

mrdes

d. said...

if you were a gal, i'd say chocolate NOW!! hmmm... trying to think of a male alternative...

- video games?
- spungebob squarepants?
- ...

that was my pathetic attempt at making you feel better. i'm leaving now.... :-/

a said...

you are not alone.

hope you are feeling better. =)