I am mostly flippant, really. But how does one live for the moment and on chance, yet plan ahead? It came back again, the idealism, a getaway - completely, not just a vacation, if that is what you have in mind - from a world broken, spoilt. I was watching a nature life documentary on cable this morning, and it showed, as most such documentaries do show, vast green land uninhibited and unviolated by man, and for a moment I wished I was there. Or maybe it was the unpredictability of unfettered life that invigorated me.