There is no denying that I ain't perfect. Yet, when one's deepest flaw is stripped for all to see, the scraped ego balloons and blocks all rationale. Finally, it uncoils and explodes into angst, frustration, revealing all the insecurity. Spitting words build a fortress of paper.
It's time to face my raw self. To unveil the fear, the fragility; to see myself as I am.
I, mrdes, on this day 31 July 2008, declare my determination to renounce my notorious short temper, in view of the hurt inflicted on others, mentally or otherwise. For the good of fellow beings, for the quest to be an inspiration to them.
On such high moral ground I stand, the harder I will fall, that is, if I ever fall off the wagon...
I know, nobody can help me, except myself.
PS: It suddenly occurs to me, the importance of being an inspiration to others. Of course, nothing happens by accident, but I'm just too tired for elaboration.
2 comments:
It's like stating the problem, offering the solution and then not doing anything after that.. haha :p
Hey, that's not fair! Well, at least I tried:P
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